Insanity week3 :P getting addicted lol
Suffering
Sometimes I feel like no one understands the pain in my heart u ever felt like Ur suffering I feel it as i drive home late all I can think of her n how much it hurts n how the tears started to come out n then I pictured my self driving head on into a wall how if I could survive that then I can survive this pain… just started to cry more idk how to stop the pain yea I shouldn’t feel this way cuz its not the first tym it should be easier but to be honest it’s harder it’s worse my heart aches bad I’m suffering inside n all I can do is just hold it inside n fake a smile how do I let go of sum1 who is not only my everything but the biggest part of me the person I fell for since day one how do u let go of sum1 who means the world to u sum1 u know who could never love u n or be with u the way u feel about them trying to let go of her is like letting go of ur family Sumone who’s grown with u thru thick n thin n has made u believe in love n has only made ur heart grow more everything I’ve ever wanted was right there n she walked away like it meant nothing idk wut hurts more knowing that she doesn’t feel the same or the fact that she just walked away like everything meant nothing like it never happend… I guess the hardest thing u can do is let go of Sumone who means so much to u who u know is ur better half ur souls ur heart ur everything n accepting the fact they can never love u or want u they u want n love n feel for them sucks to know that everything u planned n talked about n felt is gone vanished disappeared where ever u r just know I love you n I really did love n still do ur the only one I picture my whole life with m it hurts to know I’m not that Gurl for u I’ll let u go even if take a life time I’ll do it n let u be happy all I ever wanted for u was happiness even if it means that I can’t have u have a great life wherever u go whatever u do I promise I’ll let go u forever …….
Love the Gurl who never fell out of love with n did everything she could to make u happy n win ur heart
PS hope u find the love and life ur looking for
….goodbye
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